And on the way Home, This car hears my Confessions

"And here I write the words I'll never find and you'll never hear"

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

i like him

this is getting harder. yet easier at times. Sometimes i see the situation as it is. And am totally fine. But then, many times...its hard. Its always hard to keep feelings inside. Here its difficult. When theres just times, such simple times but yet I get lost in them. laying on the floor oppisite of eachother, head to head , sharing an earplug set, one earplug to us each...rockin out to music, singing as loud as we can. Wonderfull. Our talks. The many smiles.

I like him. I like him a lot. Make it stop.

Its in Gods hands. If its ever meant to be more than what it is, than it will unfold in due time.

Sunday, August 06, 2006

Quotes and junk.

Yeah. Im in one of those moods. Two people on my mind and I cant shake them. And im kinda depressed. So...this will just be quotes and maybe some icons that are just..well...how im feeling right now. and lots of times i guess. these are for the people that will never see.


--to you..--

"the worst feeling isn't being lonely, its being forgotten by someone you could never forget"

"Love Rule #1: you can never be "just friends" with someone that you`re in love with"


"like my favorite record. you're a little overplayed and like my favorite summer, you'll never fade away"

"all I can think of is that night when I would have given up the world for you and that same night I watched you walk away."

"today was just one of those dayswhere everything i did reminded me of you.every song i heard some how related to you.i hate days like today because they remind me of the one thing i don't have."

"Even if we never speak again, remember:I am forever changed by who you are, and what you meant to me"

"I'm sorry" won't cut it for the rest of your life. Get over yourself and say goodbye. I hope you realize you threw away the best thing that ever happened to you. Forget my name and forget my face, hope you get on a plane and forget this place...so I never have to deal with you again"

"I guess I could call you and see how you're doing.But I don't really have much to say. I just sit allalone, stare at the phone, and hope you're doing okay."

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---..and You---



"My heart skipped a beat when you smiled at me today. And suddenly I realized I now see you as little bit more than just a friend. "






"There you stand with your dumb perfect smile & you're laughing my favorite damn laugh."

"just when you feel like being alone is great,someone comes along & changes it."

"you know that boy a girl can't get out of her head? the one that seems to relate to everything she does. the one she mentions all the time. the one whose name is mentioned and her face lights up? yeah, that's you."

"If I had a star for everytime you made me smile, I'd have a whole night's sky in the palm of my hands."


"you can come over, we can watcha scary movie and take stupid pictures, sing the songs we love out loud, sit on the roof under the star and talk all night, and laugh till it hurts. You should know by now I love those nights with you"

"and the way you talk about her, well, I know the feeling exactly. Its the same way I talk to all my other friends about you."