Im sick of things right now. I just want to leave. I wish I had money. And Gas...Id go away for a while. Who cares if I lost my job....shoot..just say Im gonna be outta town for like 2 weeks on vacation. And be gone for two weeks. And not talk to anyone while Im gone. Except maybe my mom like...once or twice a week. Shut the phone off otherwise. Screw it. And of course talkto who Id be staying with. Which would probably be Melissa. And go to the beach every day and watch the sun set, take up wake-boarding, go out at night on the town, and of course...meet a bunch of new people. And just have a fresh start on life.

Ironically enough Mel just called to talk about the seriousness of all this. And Im actually going up there to look into school, jobs, and apartments the end of this month.

and i feel slightly better. and now..I need no more time here.


and end.